无题

用一根火柴燒一場蜃樓

借這場大雨讓自己逃走
荒蕪公路　無人的漂泊
寂寞海嘯　把我捲走

用一段感情換一個朋友
每一句再見割一道傷口
躲在萬劫　不複的街頭
微笑參透　覆水難收

倘若說放一次手　就像咳一個嗽
我又何苦　在乎得不到的溫柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以後　無邊的寂寞
連想你都是種殘酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
緊抱一個醉生　夢死的枕頭
遊不出回憶　卻學不會放手　怎麼走

倘若說放一次手　就像咳一個嗽
我又何苦　在乎得不到的溫柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以後　無邊的寂寞
連想你都是種殘酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
緊抱一個醉生　夢死的枕頭
遊不出回憶　卻學不會放手　怎麼走

你坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以後　無邊的寂寞
連想你都是種殘酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落
緊抱一個醉生　夢死的枕頭
遊不出回憶　卻學不會放手　怎麼走

Waiting

Ocean's apart
Day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice
On the line
But it doesn't start the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever?

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
And how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted
All the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter
I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby?
You've got me going crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
And how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby?
You've got me going crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
And how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

重來

你是否愛過
你愛他多過他愛你的人 你還記得嗎
你是否愛過
他有種真命天子般的人 你還記得嗎

相愛以後 終於分手
分手以後 又想重來

如果能重來 誠實的去對待
彼此都沒疑猜 就沒有理由分開
如果能重來 回憶當作塵埃
心不曾被傷害 就能無瑕疵的愛
但是重來 卻不能保證愛的成功或失敗
要重來多少次後才會明白

你是否愛過
讓你日夜忘不了的人 你還記得嗎
我們曾愛過
不同種類不同面孔的人 你記得哪個他

Untitled

Consciously or subconsciously, you are always
on my mind.
Push memories of you aside but they always
return.
Perhaps this is the way it was meant to be.
Maybe I am forever cursed with memories of
you;
and that curse shall be my punishment
for giving up the one thing I swore never to
give away...my heart.
A virgin of love, I foolishly gave away my heart
just to experience the feel of it.
In the wake of the experience, I feel only
the need for my innocence, my love and
my heart to be returned.
Despite the feelings,
despite the possibility of regret,
the innocence is gone.
Love has found himself... another fool.

一半

喝酒的半　一起看電影的半
早午晚餐的那個半
朋友不能留得太晚　明天要上班

唱K的半　一起去旅行的半
聽懂我的笑話的半
我的生活　只差那個人就　美滿

快樂想與人分享　快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯　心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單　這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬

沒人分享　幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填滿
節日卻　提醒我　孤單

沒有想法　有想法又能怎樣
只能寫部落格整晚
幾個流言安慰不了　心裡的遺憾

沒有負擔　原來也是種負擔
自由多得讓人心慌
你羡慕我　那要不要跟我　交換

快樂想與人分享　快樂就只剩一半
喝一碗湯　心怎麼都不夠暖
這張被單　這張睡床
再舒服都覺得太寬

沒人分享　幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子都填滿
別來提醒　我多孤單

the Voice within

Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly

When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know
(be strong)
You’ll break it
(hold on)
You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can’t do
No one can stop you, you know that I’m talking to you


Young girl don’t cry I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall

Myself and today

19th Feb

Today, i guess it's a good day for me,myself and i. After some time off the break up, i regain the ability to breathe in some thoughts that have been unconsciously filtered into my head. And yeah it's a good thing.

All these while, i thought and i believed that love does conquer all regardless on any issues. How naive i was. Just pardon me as it was my first time to be in a relationship for serious. Sometimes, when i looked back those moments that we shared, it creates a heaven of happiness to myself. It signaled how lucky i was some time ago.

After all, it is only a memory by now.

Today, I am agree with the decision that A made. By default, if i were A, i will do the same thing. Someone has to start the game and of course to end it too. It does sound pessimistic but to be harsh ...love is realistic. But, i should be thankful to be given a chance to feel how heartbreak is all about. It guides to me to a better understanding on dealing with love stuffs.

No matter how regret i am now already do no good to the circumstances. So, the only sole thing i have to do no matter what is moving on.

Today, a part of me is moving on and of course a part of me is holding back. At least, i took the first step forward rather indulged myself in the pool of history, which can only teach us how to be a better person in the coming time.

Today, i am happy for real and i am back.

:)